When I first came Singapore, I was worry & nervous. Of course I will feel that because it is a new country for me, and my mother wish that I can get a job here.
But for me, I totally scare of it since I know it will be very hectic to work here, and I will have to leave my family also.
Today, I went for my first interview, which is the job that I got a call for interview the next day after my application sent. I get attracted by the job scope of the position i applied - retail nutritionist. I accepted that job immediately after she - the interviewer said wanted to hire me. However, I'm still struggling even until now. Perhaps due to the extraordinary long working hours & working days, with that relatively little salary they can offer me.
Is has been 3++ months now.....
Maybe due to the job scope which more to like a sale girls, I have much struggles than usual. I find myself always forgetting things, do mistake, ... just isn't like me before this which always fight for the best in my life. I guess maybe I lack of motivation in this job that cause me to feel so hard to fully into this job. Some how, I'm still trying hard because I know I should do my best even it isn't something that I really want. I know I should not take any reason to allow myself to become so weak and performing so bad in my undertakings.
Besides, I always have bad memory on names and people. This make it hard for me as I really need to remember my customers as it is more friendly and polite if we can remember their names. Awkwardly, some of them can call out my name (as only got two staff in the shop, if it isn't Bel, then will be Agnes) while I cant remember theirs~ This is my weakness since I was born.. I only can say: God bless me for this.... hahahaaa....
Anyway, it is really a new chapter of my life after I ended student life... ANd I choose to travel again after years of travel... To a new country ~ Singapore... Really wish for the best for myself here =)
